Friendship wasn't meant for convenience and neither was love. - Me

I'm so sorry. I wish I knew if I ever meant anything to you. you told your sister you were waiting for someone special... you told her that on the day you were supposed to go to the concert with me... instead you had to go somewhere else. I don't know if I was, but I pray I was the special one. I am sorry I never came to hold you, by god I am so sorry.

These tears, should've washed away all your fears
These years, pass so slow without you here
I miss you and I didn't know
Where it was that your heart would go

I knew you were lonely
I knew you were tired
You sit there quiet, solemnly
Alone in this world of liars

These tears, should've kept you here
But instead... you're gone, no good bye
No answers to reasons why.

I have nothing left, no earth sky or star
That could take me to where you are.
I don't know why, and I don't know how
But this heart, breaks with every bow.