Friendship wasn't meant for convenience and neither was love. - Me

I'm deciding to move out, it may not happin. it all depends.

A little's Enough by AvA:

When all is said and done. Will we still feel the pain inside? Will the scars go away with the night? Try to smile for the morning light, it's like the best dream to have. Where everything is not so bad, every tear is so alone. Like god himself is coming to say I, I can do anything you want me here, and I can fix anything if you'll let me near, where are those secrets now, that you're too scared to tell, I'll whisper them all aloud, so you can hear yourself.
Green trees were the first sign. The deepest blue the clearest sky. The silence came with brightest eyes like turning water into wine the children ran to see. Their parents stood in disbelief and those who knew braced for the ride. The earth itself then came alive to say. I can do anything if you want me here, and I can fix anything if you'll let me near, where are those secrets now, that you're too scared to tell, I'll whisper them all aloud, so you can hear yourself
I'm sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad, your smile is gone, I noticed it bad. The cure is if you let in just a little more love, I promise you this, a little's enough.
Just a little...

And two versions of the song I wrote... I'm trying to make a band called: Angels Colliding Missiles

We’re falling inwards

Falling forever

Forgetting the words

To tell that we’ll never

Fall again

 

Don’t forget now the places we’ve been with each other

Don’t forget how we came to be cause of our mothers

It’s all like this afterwards

Talking about our lives

And the wings of the birds

Wrapping around us

Concluding this divide inside our hearts

 

But now we’re falling

Falling inwards

Forgetting the words

To tell that we’ll never

Fall again

 

We are the angels

Colliding with these missiles

Falling inwards

Imploding into feathers

And yet it stands one truth

That I’ll be with you

Together we’ll hold this youth

Like immortal truth

It’s like a diamond

Shining in your eyes

Putting us on the high end

Until the last one dies

 

We’re falling inwards

Falling forever

Forgetting the words

To tell that we’ll never

Fall without each other

 

It’s time for now or never

It’s time I take you wherever

If I can get off the ground

I’ll make you mine forever

This is the second version

We’re striving through life

Though staring at the knife

Together we’ll hold this youth

Like immortal truth

It’s like a diamond

Shining in your eyes

Putting us on the high end

Until the last one dies

 

We are the angels

Colliding with missiles

Imploding into feathers

We’re falling inwards

Falling forever

Forgetting the words

To tell them that we’ll never

Fall again

 

We’ll run forever

Till we’re found together

They’ll bleed us dry

Now don’t you cry

Those crystal tears

Those mournful lies

And undead fears

Until the last one dies

 

I am the spawner

And you will be stifled

Exploding into darkness

You’ll be rising up

Rising airless

You have had enough

Of thoughtlessness

I’ll never rise again

 

Cause we are the angels

Colliding with missiles

Imploding into feathers

We’re falling inwards

Falling forever

Forgetting the words

To tell them that we’ll never

Fall again

               

                And now here we are

                Talking about our lives

                And how everything was far

                Concluding this divide

                Within our hearts

                Until we’re far apart

                Again

               

Cause I am the spawner

And you will be stifled

Exploding into darkness

You’ll be rising up

Rising airless

You have had enough

Of thoughtlessness

I’ll never rise again

 

                Until this divide

                Returns us to our lives

                Of simple mind

                Written from lost designs

                We’ll stand here waiting