unitedybevol
Friendship wasn't meant for convenience and neither was love. - Me
Ephiany. Realization of the heart.
I just realized that it's not only the fear of being alone that twists my mind apart, that pulls my heart further away from it's other half. It's also the fact that I'm willing to settle for anyone even if they may neglect me, abuse me, use me, or cheat on me. Still I'll continue loving them, I'll love them no matter what they do or how they treat me for as long as I can feel her hand resting on my cheek, her thumb stroking my cheek, reassuring me that I'm loved, safe. Even if it is a false sense of truth, it's truth to me nonetheless. I'll still love her even if my existence means nothing, for my heart is... was desperate. It still is, but not now... I can't deal with it anymore. I can't stand the thought of it, being used, made nothing... but worse, I can't stand being alone... hhahaha, I guess that makes me who I am. ^_^ guess it's why my loyalty is so strong haha. *looks to the sky* "Those of you that know me... I've been having those dreams again..." *looks at you* "those dreams..."
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