Friendship wasn't meant for convenience and neither was love. - Me

CHICKEN POO!!

Like I didn't clarify that enough. *Humph*

There's nothing to eat, I don't know how to cook =P. And the swear jar is now in no one's favor...

Drat. Lynil owed me 8 dollars for swearing so much, and now it's back down to ZERO! DAMMIT! I need the free money!

On a serious note:

I'm really thinking there's no place for me in society, not like, "oh, nobody likes me" But in the sense of I'm SO myself and SO different, I have my own clique where no one comes in. I mean, lately it's been easier for me to just look around and see what people are like, what they do and how they act.

Still contemplating on that fact, I'm also looking at how the media is setting us up into different groups. They're seperating males and females, giving us roles that we follow subconsiously.

Why? Why do I have to feel victim because of everyone's conformatiy? I'm no different, but why am I feeling attacked and alone?

These are questions I asked myself too often now. I try not to think about them by checking out girls in my classes, and given there are a few. I see them looking back but I have no clue as to how they feel, I look in their eyes and their social status to view myself, immediately I believe they're not looking at me, they're looking through me staring at the outcast that isn't misunderstood, but can't be interpreted. How am I so different that I feel this way?