Friendship wasn't meant for convenience and neither was love. - Me

It's my birthday, I was awake at 12:00am and Avenged Sevenfold's Afterlife was playing. Right now Nymphetamine is playing, next on my playlist is Happy Birthday by Flipsyde.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=inEhl0Ab3CU

It's my birthday but my sister doesn't get to live hers. She wasn't taken away by abortion, but she died shortly after birth. Sometimes I stare off into space just thinking "what if" and if she's wondering what I'm doing with my life. Looking down on me with hazel eyes, smiling at what I've done or disappointed in what I've become.

I'm 22 and she would have been 21 this year. I really don't care whether or not people choose to have an abortion, but an abortion for the wrong reason is still murder. A child in this current hell we have is not the best of circumstances to grow up in, but it depends how you look at it; while bombs of all types seem to drop around us, we'll still have each other right? At least till our eyes close I hope.

The pain of "what if" hurts more then anything else can. We're all different, but underneath the sky we're all the same, human. We make mistakes, but we shouldn't be trying to ignore them and pretend they don't happen.

Yeah I'm gonna bring it up. Prada, pointless "reality" drama... really? Are those needed in your daily life? I can understand watching a show for entertainments... but 200 dollar shoes... I wouldn't bother caring about it, but when people are getting over money... seems petty to me. But then again, this world isn't me.