Friendship wasn't meant for convenience and neither was love. - Me

I'm burning on the inside... This girl thinks I lied to her BUT I DIDN'T!... she won't talk to me... Anyway... I ended up sitting in Basketball class just staring at the floor, thinking how much you guys mean to me. There's someone I really really love, I wish I could be with her everysecond and just be able to look into her eyes and hold her... but I'm not sure she feels the same, we're really good friends and she's the world to me... these thoughts also ran through my head, I know she cares but she wasn't there she's so far away... The tears kept falling down my face and no one asked, my heart kept tearing and reforming, still no one was there... not "There" next to me, when I'm not online. 20 minutes till the bell was about to ring, I just put on my pants and left. I got home and let it all out and before I called a friend of mine... I kinda punched the concrete and I didn't punch it straight down I did a hook so it'd scratch me and make a lot of cuts. I guess I did it because I want to show the scars that were left on my heart in a physical manner, one where people would see my pain... but still they don't care. (People that go to my school, one's that I thought were my friends. I take one look at you... all I can think of is (not including Nick, Parker, Hank, Donnie, George, Henry, Scott, Lin, Thomas, or any of the people I hang out with... just the one's I know in my classes)

FUCK YOU!!!)