Friendship wasn't meant for convenience and neither was love. - Me

Why the HELL WON'T PARENTS GET THEIR HEAD OUT OF THEIR ASS?!!

I Understand the trauma's I understand the anger! But DO NOT SHOVE YOUR FOOT into your child's LIFE! A life is a onetime shot. It can't be re-done. So why WASTE their chance?! WHEN THEY ARE INNOCENT TO BEGIN WITH! As a parent your problem lays with YOU, NOT your child. Do NOT look at the reflection in your child... here's why

Because you make their life out to be a joke
Because you don't allow them to truly live
Because you only see your self and the faults you've committed
By seeing "their" faults you assume what they will fuck up in the future as you have done.
Again... GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS! Think about the future, sure, but it is YOUR ACTIONS that entitle them TO that CERTAIN future YOU want THEM to HAVE!

Sure doing drugs joining gangs or being a couch potato probably will fuck up their life. yeah. control that... that's an obvious thing. but when they drop a dish and break it when they're little, sure let them know how important the money and the effort came to even get that dish no matter how ridiculous it may be. But to do something stupid like hit the kid or yell at them... just goes to show someone hit you and your life was fucked up before hand. BY YOUR OWN PARENTS... besides what does yelling and hitting prove to a child? nothing... Your anger will reflect on them, and they will take on that anger an most likely push the lesson out of their head when something better comes. btw... hitting a kid to teach a lesson is also called a "quick fix"

Who is a child SUPPOSED to turn to when they're hurt and crying?... it's not meant to be their teachers or even their friends... as a parent, they're supposed to take refuge in YOU, in your arms and in your heart.

So why the hell walk this earth all high and superior when you lived a fucked up life... and decide to fuck up someone else's... especially if you've hated it all along?... Because you're nothing but a failure, a washout, you're not even deserving to call a has been if you can't get up off your ass and do the right thing.

Though... for as shallow as you may be
I can finally open my eyes and see
The hostility born in thee
As lashes upon lashes you open up to me

Your truths and lies all revealed
Just as once as your lips were sealed
They erupt in anger quickly healed
As the body lays limp in the open field

Promise you did, to the world around
Promise you made to never frown
*Sigh* A promise you made to never beat
But you did, till crimson covered their feet

So long were forgotten dreams of a child
(Whom memory of, you still defile)
So it seems so soon to be stifled
In memory of you being disciple

Through the middle finger I say loud and I say proud
Fuck you assholes of the past
But still understanding and undeserving I hide that finger
And the words on my mouth won't even linger

For I know through "actions" we will scar the world
And instead of the holes that we have burrowed
For ourselves, our fathers, and mother
It is meant for our sons and daughters.