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All I Am, I Do.

The following are bits that I don't think I've posted. Each piece means very much to me. So if you feeling like dissecting them and analyzing them, that would be greatly appreciated but just be constructive about it =).


THIS HOLIDAY:


Play the video, and read the lyrics around :37-:38

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnetFTY51hY&feature=sub


 

(Chorus) :

I run from building to building

Giving my gifts from the heart

I give you a piece of my soul

Provide it with a home and a place to go

I'll write you the song

Though I know not the words

Just a place to belong

To replace this hurt

I'll give you a hand, a heart to say

I hope blessed be the day

for you this holiday.

 

I ride through the world finding a place

All the faces painted with depression

I swear I'll make them smile

Watch their expressions change

Hold them for a minute, for a while

I'll show them the dawn

And when I'm gone

I pray I'm worth the light

a demon with angelic intentions

To be honest I'm just human

with misconstrued perceptions

 

I strive to exist past a kiss

I live with a list to assist

those that consist of feelings

that have been so dismissed.

So forgotten are they

Those in a world beyond

I'll pray for them and for the one

A flow to bring a special girl a heart filled song

 

(Chorus)

I run from building to building

Giving my gifts from the heart

I give you a piece of my soul

Provide it with a home and a place to go

I'll write you the song

Though I know not the words

Just a place to belong

To replace this hurt

I'll give you a hand, a heart to say

I hope blessed be the day

for you this holiday.

(2x)


I'll give you a hand, a heart to say    (Holiday, holiday, holiday

I hope blessed be the day                  holiday, holiday, holiday

for you this holiday.                          holiday, holiday, holiday)

 

I can write and I can sing

But what would it mean

if I couldn't open your eyes

Open your eyes, open your eyes

Past a disguise, a beard, suit and smile.

At last you know my lies

A tear, a drop, a tribute to those

lost all the while I strobe

in your mind existing as none.

I'm the same as you

I too get blue

With my heart imbued

I'll flow previews

discography to discord's calligraphy

Exist for monotony

Epitome of days on end

I start without end, again and again

But I am close to the last

The thought of what has passed.

I exist as appeal to the mass.

But take my hand and we'll surpass

these hearts of broken glass.

 

(Chorus)

I run from building to building

Giving my gifts from the heart

I give you a piece of my soul

Provide it with a home and a place to go

I'll write you the song

Though I know not the words

Just a place to belong

To replace this hurt

I'll give you a hand, a heart to say

I hope blessed be the day

for you this holiday.

(2x)


I'll give you a hand, a heart to say    (Holiday, holiday, holiday

I hope blessed be the day                 holiday, holiday, holiday

for you this holiday.                         holiday, holiday, holiday)

I'll give you a hand, a heart to say

I hope blessed be the day

for you this holiday.

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MY PERFECT WINTER, TOGETHER FOREVER:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KeUNzbz6ROI&feature=related

 

There's a lot that I don't know,

A lot I haven't seen

There's a beach we haven't found

A sky with a lucid red morning shroud.

A place we haven't kissed,

There's so much I have missed

but here

In your arms, it feels like everything's perfect now.

It's perfect now.

 

We can stand together in the dunes of the Sahara,

Watch the ashes of time, fade away with forever

We can swim through the depths of the ocean

Feel the waves of passion with each breath of emotion

We can soar, sky dive over the Bermuda islands

But as we fall and fade, hand in hand, our hearts ascend.

It won't matter where I am,

As long I can hold you hand in hand,

Hold you close and never let go.

I'll hold you close and never let go.

 

I don't know how but when I look at the clouds

I can picture your face, the rain from your eyes

Ignites the pain inside, but we'll dance through the night like fireflies

I'll fly across the globe, as far as my wings will hold

I'll hold onto our hearts like I hold onto hope.

Still ringing now, inside my head

are the words I first spoke,

Hello, hello, it's nice to meet you Winter Day.

So find it in your heart to hold my hands and together we'll escape.

We'll escape.

It's perfect now.

It's perfect now.

 

We can stand together in the dunes of the Sahara,

Watch the ashes of time, fade away with forever

We can swim through the depths of the ocean

Feel the waves of passion with each breath of emotion

We can soar, sky dive over the Bermuda islands

But as we fall and fade, hand in hand, our hearts ascend.

It won't matter where I am,

As long I can hold you hand in hand,

Hold you close and never let go.

I'll hold you close and never let go.

 

Hospital beds aren't fitting for Angels

I kiss your cheek and stay by the bedside table

They say hold on, I don't know if I'll be able

Still you fight for your life, so I'll do what I can. Lock our lips and lets be stable

I'll hold onto hope like I hold onto faith

Watch as the sun sets upon your face. See our son peekin in from the window

I'll hold your hand an I won't let go

It's still shaking, my hand in yours

So lead on, where ever you go I will follow.

I'll kiss, kiss, your gentle hands one more time

So please baby, please wake up and let your eyes be enveloped by mine.

Enveloped by mine.

It's perfect now.

It's perfect now.

 

We can stand together in the dunes of the Sahara, (Won't matter where I am)

Watch the ashes of time, fade away with forever (As long as I can)

We can swim through the depths of the ocean (Hold you hand in hand)

Feel the waves of passion with each breath of emotion (Hold you close never let go)

We can soar, sky dive over the Bermuda islands (I'll hold you close)

But as we fall and fade, hand in hand, our hearts ascend. (And I'll never let go)

It won't matter where I am,

As long I can hold you hand in hand,

Hold you close and never let go.

I'll hold you close and never let go.

 

It won't matter where I am,

As long I can hold you hand in hand,

Hold you close and never let go.

I'll hold you close and never let go.

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THIS IS THE WAR:


Starts when the gun fire goes off:

http://www.youtube.com/user/NickMDC#p/u/19/zOCeQe1eoJo

 

This is the war

This is war

This is war

This is the war.

 

There's so many bullets flying by me.

I'm blinded as the flashes explode, all around me

Engulfed in the gulf of the wave, I try again to save face

I enter the place where I pass through the realms

holding down helmet and protecting the helm

My feelings amiss I've become overwhelmed

I watch it replay all over on film

I can't believe I was once among one of them.


Heroes of past who strive to outlast

the blood clotting up in their systems

They're drowning in their own blood I miss them.

Each and every soldier,

Every man, every woman

Every brother, sister, mother or father, to me I miss yah.

Each and every one that fought with their life

Covered grenade, or died at the hand of a knife

Please understand that we're still liven in strife

but we are not full of depression, hate, and demise

For the gift that you gave to protect the sun on our face

I can never replace that valor you've shown on this stage

The stage we create so we can escape the fingers on triggers

taking a life of another for duty's honor,

I'm honored to be one amongst yah.


Though I'm not a soldier

And though I can sit here

And reminisce about the stars I stand under

I choose to remember you and all that you gave

Because every footstep I make

Depresses me when every step taken

Is another grave, where bodies are lain.

This is the war.

This is war.

 

In the day I had lead a civilian life

But at night I can still hear them cry

the children with no parents

Just crawling poor it's apparent

In death the pain we all share it

But we walk about blind and choose not to hear it

I'm told to shut up and be patient

But I don't want to wait for it

Since I'm lost in the moment

About how their life goes around

Bullets passing and I'm lost to the sound

of shells blasting through bodies

I believe that I'm ready

Just take me.

Just take me.

I'm a student who's silent

a father in drunk violence

A mother who's lost judgment

A brother's ignored talent

that was lost to the influence.

The sister and her brilliance

forgotten, her genius reminiscent.

I am all of those that have lost their way

The beaten path, so shattered with wrath

the pain behind masks, hiding their last

the last of the memories that,

we hid under the lock and the key.

We open at night and lose all self control

Down memory lane we stroll

Holding on every bit of their soul.

 

Though I'm not a soldier

And though I can sit here

And reminisce about the stars I stand under

I choose to remember you and all that you gave

Because every footstep I make

Depresses me when every step taken

Is another grave, where bodies are lain.

This is the war.

This is war.

 

To what ever side that you choose

To whoever family's left bruised

To every soldier that death has set loose

and to everyone's mind that's been so abused

You are not alone and you never were

We are your mother, father, brothers and sisters.

We are your uncles, aunts, nieces, and nephews.

Though our visions are skewed

We will always be friends,

we'll bleed out with you straight through the end.

I salute you when you walk pass that door.

Because this son... this is war.

This is the war.

This is war.

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TO MY SISTER:

Lyrics start at the very beginning of the song, right off the bat =).

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1ugYzl29L0

 

And I, I'll dream of a better place,

the tears stream down my face.

And maybe I'll finally understand,

that we'll meet sometime again.

I've watched you die… over,

over and over again.

I'll rewind that beautiful smile.

Struggle through your birthday tapes

as my heart tries to hold it's shape.

I remember the autumn leaves,

rewind it to watch you leave.

 

I could never, I know I'll never.

Never be the brother you were looking for.

Should you ever, look down on me, maybe then you'll see

that I'm still grieving in my dreams.

The nightmares seal the seams.

The light dares to heal the screams.

 

I keep rethinking of what I'm missing.

I keep believing it's you I'm hearing.

When I feel that angelic voice singing.

My heart skips a beat, maybe you're still alive,

still alive so I'll run back in time.

Try to be there for you, make your life worthwhile.

But these are just memories

flooding over me.

 

And I, I've watched you die... over,

over and over again.

I'll rewind that beautiful smile.

Struggle through your birthday tapes

as my heart tries to hold it's shape.

I remember the autumn leaves,

rewind it to watch you leave.

 

Sometimes at night I'll watch the stars,

rearrange them to where you are.

Imagine that you're always there,

there to watch over me.

I pretend that I'm always,

always been who you've wanted me to be.

But I, I'm not able to see

what's right in front of me.

A mother who's struggling

to try make the ends meet,

so I don't end the way you did.

But the way you left, I'll never forgive myself.

I refuse to let you become another memory

on dust covered shelves.

I sit alone because I'm finished.

This photograph of you's tarnished.

They're decorated by hearts and mirrors.

Reflections of the love and pain

that's grown since you've left me here.

 

I'm holding on, as best as I can.

But in my mind, I can see you dance.

You never had a chance

for a beautiful dress entrance.

You never had that chance

to fall in love, in romance.

The only thing they gave, a chance,

for you to end in a dream sequence.

 

And I, I've watched you die... over,

over and over again.

I'll rewind that beautiful smile.

Struggle through your birthday tapes

as my heart tries to hold it's shape.

I remember the autumn leaves,

rewind it to watch you leave.

Rewind to watch you hold that leaf

Remember each year as autumn leaves

While my heart imitates the shape

Of the one you made in the birthday tape

It reminds me of your smile

Over and over again

It kills me to see you die before your brother.

Be safe, blessed where ever you are

because I'll be here for you forever.

No Spread wings - Open your eyes
 
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This is a story of a girl
This is the Story of a Girl.

She knows she's hot and she can strut the stuff
Though it's never sufficient, never enough
Most times she's ugly and in that she believes
That no other girl can be as ugly as she

She spends her life trying to find a "we"
To be that little princess daddy said she could be
But she found love in all the wrong arms
Even when her mind was alarmed
She still believed that she was loved
That she would marry and be your betrothed

She had faith that you were there to protect her
That you were her friend and she was secure
But those thoughts had never occurred
Destruction of her through anger and slander
She turned her back on something she believed
In absence of God she wore her heart on her sleeve
Even now she hears whispers riding the wind
Of a dumb lost girl that's drowning in sin

Though you hide her away and shoot her down
You can't hide an angel beneath the ground
She was always there to make you smile
To hold your hand though all the while
You back stab her and call her names
Running around playing gossip games

Now her names spread through the dirt
and you pretend like it didn't hurt.
You should be ashamed of what you did
King taking Queen from behind on the grid
Don't trip and play that it's fine
This shit ain't gonna take it's time
Because a mind that's scarred may never heal
How the fuck do you think you would deal
When force fed a nightmare that just turned real

She needed somebody better by her side
A kind hearted friend to treat her right
but that day's gone, she's six feet down
But your stupid sorry ass is still around
One day you'll get what you deserve
When someone whoops your ass and brings you back to earth.
No Spread wings - Open your eyes
 
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Need help picking a laptop.
I'm just looking for something that's strong enough to run CS4 and is reliable. Alienware is out of the running, less then 3 hours of battery life is definitely NOT ideal.
No Spread wings - Open your eyes
 
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Elements of Our Undoing
Elements of Our Undoing

Like a delicate flower in the wind
Humanities innocence is caught in a gale of sin
A hurricane of mental states, dissipate
In the fire fight as the flames disintegrate
The lifeless bodies
As hate incarnate is embodied
by a war that escalates
While everyone plays stupid
Hiding in such masquerades
Instead of standing to prove it
To prove such a soul can exist
In an overwhelming thunder storm
When that soul decides to stand
From that soul's brilliance a rising star shall be born
Should we come close to drowning in the flaring sand
That hope and guiding light
Will ignite us through the night
We shall rally and stand the pressing waves
Let it crash and wash away past wastes
And when all is gone we will rebuild
And after all the lessons of peace we have instilled
into our children, settle in their bustling minds
We may come to understand and come to find
That the brand new day and rising dawn
Gave us hope and inspiration before we're gone.
That single smile that made the struggle worth while
Belongs to a warrior's child
Growing up wondering if it's worthwhile
To live with a single parent
And all the burden they inherit.
While the rest stand blind and dumb
Living recklessly and disgracefully numb.
A soldiers life, isn't worth stupidity and denial.
They're the mothers and fathers
Sons and daughters
Brothers and sisters
Who lay their lives for our new day
And we treat our lives like shit and give it away.
Think again before you speak
That they fight for reasons weak.
They fight because of orders
In times create disorder
But in their eyes it's to unite
One for all and all for one against this endless blight.
No Spread wings - Open your eyes
 
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Rawr
So, I haven't been on in forever lol. Gibs me updates!

I've been sick for over a week now XD, hitting a fever wednesday in the middle of the night Ahahahahahah! Good stuff huh?

Rawrs!
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